12
Feb
Illustration Friday: Adrift
Adrift … well … after all the rain we got here yesterday … and all the fall leaves floating in the standing water in the street … guess what I drew this week? lol … yeppers … a leaf floating down just about to land in the water. Sometimes I feel like I am adrift in a sea of unknown proportions … other times the sea feels well defined but the shore still un-reachable … this winter has been very difficult for me to adjust to being unemployed after all these years of working … I am struggling to keep an even keel but it is not easy. Every time I think I might have a new routine for my daily life worked out … life belches all over me and it is time to re-think and re-do the life plan. I am applying for disability … next Monday I go for one examination and the following week I go for another examination. I suspect how they go will determine if I am approved or denied. Until the process completes with an answer … I suspect I will continue to feel adrift .. so I am trying to go with the flow not fight the current right now – I do not feel as if I have the strength to go up against the current so I better learn to flow with it – that has never been something I was good at though 
